Mind to mind..

Are you going to still treat a 20 years old as a teenagers?

If you don't trust me why you said that I bluff you?
If you have a answer and why you ask so?

So now I realize that i can face this shit without any tears.

Previously you all did not give any limits other than the 'Cinderella Effects'
But now they said something even more worst.
Please, you are not controlling the situation. 
You are just pointing at me with a knife and want me run away.

I really don't know what you all think about.
Just caring about yourself..
But you expect from me is everything.

You teach me that if I want anyone to do favor for me I will need to do it first.
To convince others, convince myself first. 
But what you all do isn't what you all teach me.

All this scar at my hand is not just a scar is what you all did..
I knew that even though I tell you all what I am thinking it will not have any conclusion too.
So just put all the pain to that scar and let it recover by itself.

Sometimes I just don't know why..
I trusted her.. 
She betray me.. 
She told me that she will help me and assist me on my assignment.
I trusted her and end up.. my 20% assignment burn in the air. 
It really hurts..
Just because that you 'though..'
Do you think it is reasonable? Please..  

Maybe she just revenge I rejected her.. 

Sorry is really the most useless word ever in this world.
I hate it!

To give myself a chance and give the Mr.Wood a chance..
I decided to not make any decision and just observation until 12th of December. 
We will definitely make it, I knew.<3
If we can remain until that day and without any mistake..
I think I will do something crazy to prove our relationship.<3

Understanding in your mind might be not so important..

Who will found my scar..
Who will give me a hug and knowing my pain..

The first semester of my degree..
I felt that I fail.. 
Although I pass or what.. I fail..
I am not a good student and I did not do well enough..
I wish the time can go back to the first day.
Unfortunately it is impossible..
So, I promise myself that I will not do the same dumb stuff at the next semester!