Don't just passing-by my life..

你 想離開 嗎？

想的話 快離開吧.. 我鬆手了。

I promise myself before.. I am going to let you go.. 

When the next time you update status with your new girlfriend..

I knew you will go before I let you go.. I knew you will give up me.. I knew you will not wait for me..

I knew..

Almost two years.. Everything I spend on you will gone..

I am not mighty.. Wishing all the Best in your new relationship.. Bye..

明白了 不能計較 付出得到.. 

愛情不是拉著橡皮筋的遊戲 雙方都會受傷 看看那些我給你的傷吧..

如果你不知道 我或許受著 和你一樣的傷.. 

I was in a time lag almost one month.. My body is getting unhealthy and unhealthy..

Awake by the pain.. No going to tell anyone.. :))

不乞討 心疼.. 痛 就忍耐。

My hamster is getting fat and fat XDD

OMG!!

Look at them!! 

SO SWEET ~ ~ ~ <3

Childish is not a problem.

The age and childish is also definitely two matters.

Some people, although they reached the age to be mature.. They didn't.

In my view.. The earlier being mature the better my life will be..

There is no disadvantages to being mature..

I can solve problems right.. I will not felt unhappy or depress all the time..

No more getting angry easily.. I am not going to kill my cells by myself anymore.. 

But.. I am not mature, and I am not mature enough..

28th Aug 2013

I attended the Reporting day for my bachelor..

I am hiring a person..

That is mature than me.. healthier than me.. Have time to accompany me..

Make my dreams more nearer..

Is there any.. <3

Willing to be busy to be improved..

Be Brave. Be Strong. SMILE hard. <3

Stress..

Only FOUR days bridging course, I have FOUR assignment and ONE exam.

Finally all the class ended but still need to hand up some assignment..

No words can explain, just STRESS.

I am the only Malaysian in the whole class and the damn topic is mostly using Singapore stuff for questions and task.

I don't know what it is talking about at all.

Sad case.

Opportunities is only given people that prove it and people that try their best to do it.

This is your chance, I given you.

You didn't make it, not my fault. Please.

Too much of promises from different people.. 

Some of them never make promises..

Some of them make plenty of promises and never make it..

No more trust to them..

其實更本不會有任何人能修好 我這個壞掉的水龍頭.. <3

IU- Waiting (기다리다)

neol gidarida honja saenggakhaesseo
tteonagan neon jigeum neomu apa
dasi naegero doraol gil wie ulgo itdago
neol baraboda mundeuk saenggakhaesseo
eoneunal haneuri balgajimyeon
machi tteonatdeon nalcheoreom gamanhi neoneun naege ogetji
nae ape inneun neo

nega dasi nareul bol sun eobseulkka
neoui du nun soge naneun eopgo

iksukhaejin sonjitgwa anggeumgateun misoman
huimihage namaseo nareul ulge hajiman
neoneun dasi naege doraolgeoya
neoui mami dasi nal bureumyeon
jujeomalgo dorawa ne nunapui nae aneuro
yejeoncheoreom neol anajulteni

neol baraboda mundeuk saenggakhaesseo
eoneunal haneuri balgajimyeon
machi tteonatdeon nalcheoreom gamanhi neoneun naege ogetji
nae ape inneun neo

nega dasi nareul bol sun eobseulkka
neoui du nun soge naneun eopgo

iksukhaejin sonjitgwa anggeumgateun misoman
huimihage namaseo nareul ulge hajiman
neoneun dasi naege doraolgeoya
neoui mami dasi nal bureumyeon
jujeomalgo dorawa ne nunapui nae aneuro
yejeoncheoreom neol anajulteni

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TRANSLATION

While I was waiting for you,
I’ve been thinking that you’re so painful after you left me.
So you’re crying on the way back to me.
When I look at you, I hope.
On a clear day you will come back to me just like when you left me.

Can’t I see you again?
I can’t see me In your eyes

Comfortable waves and remains of the smile make me cry.
You’d come back to me
Don’t hesitate to come to my arms if your heart called me
I’ll hug you like I did before.

Love yourself.

Going to be 20 years old soon.
I am now driving quite confidence but still lake of experience.
Less than one more week, my honeymoon ends and say hello to school life again~

I wish I could stay in a places that is more save..
And because it is save enough I can go out alone and drive here and there my parents will not worried about.
:((

Nowadays restarted my web store in Facebook.. Different from previous is now I almost sell everything.
Also part-time as shop assistance.

So.. now I am single.
No more relying anyone, thinking how to be the Queen of myself. :3

Thanks for all those Facebook Friends accompanying me all these day. <3

Not going to Love anyone so soon..

Me and XX.
We will never ever go back and we can never ever stay here.. 

I shall thanks and apologize to you..

I learn and growth a lot because of you.. 

We had too much of distance and we can't stay beside each other.. 

Don't take things for granted and don't think mine is always yours. 

Relationship need respect, I respect you and just follow it doesn't means mine is all yours. 

That's all.

Love YOURSELF.
Only you love yourself people will love you too, and you will get your value.

Meeting out with internet friend is not a weird thing for me..
Yup.. I meet one today.
What can I said is just.. If you really stay serious to someone all the time you are Fail.
Humanity is what I learn.

My hamster become fat everyday~ Haha 
Today they eat McD and they really fight for it.. I think they like it /.\

Sometimes I lost.. and you make me lost sometimes too..
Keep telling myself to be independent to be brave to be courage to be strong..

I wish I really could.. :)

很想哭 哭完無助 
我無法和我一個人相處 就算哭夜一樣沒幫助 
多想要缺要不到你安撫.. 

我 不是 雙棲動物。<3