I guess, you can't find this blog.

Here is my platform.. without someone and only someone will follow..<3

Actually.. just look forward.. 

I used to live my life with love love love.. 

relationship relationship relationship..

no love no life..

Now I am living without in a relationship..

Am i better than before? I have no idea.. I don't know..

Asking myself.. 

Will I fall in love with any my friends that is beside me now..? Yes or No..?

I knew I rely on them.. wishing for accompany..

Their caring make me joy..

Maybe I just need to don't think that much.. 

Even though I like anyone or not there will not be a answer for me..

Even though I like anyone I will not want to turn that person that treat me well become a stranger.. 

I will choose to stay friend :))

Yup.. Maybe I should also cover this in my blog?

My dear ex.. Don't ever text me something weird anymore. Thanks.

We are just friend. 

If you want a relationship back for me either you prove how good and mature you are or give up.

That's all.

I knew it might hurts.. but.. 

You hurts me that bad too. :))

Finally I'm no more gaining wight.. losing weight day by day..

Someone is right.. If you had the time to moody and emo..

Why don't you take the time for some exercise..

Make yourself better. <3

I am no more the ugly duck in secondary..

but i knew.. i m still that fat. :((

If you're stupid and not that good try your best to improve but if you really can't..

break down one difficult stuff to many times to make it real.

Although you will take more time than others.. 

At lease you make it. <3

There is something in my mind..

About what you had done..

Maybe it is just a simple thing you though..

It became something I can't stop thinking about..

I shouldn't typing this out..

If you saw this post you will know.. so I keep this in my mind..

Something that happens at me relatives party.. related to the picture ⬆ there..

Just because I am typing the assignment about Mental Health..

Yesterday I dream about Dr. Sam Lee that I attend his class again..

He is the one.. want me to keep posting in blog when I have some though..

Cheer Up!! To myself..<3

I'm still thinking.. still thinking.. all the words you tell me.. <3

To myself..

Well..

This time, I want myself to write a post for myself.

I wish..

Just though that I am same as everyone and I can be that happy on what I want to..

Having fun.. learning.. and chatting with friends..

I almost forget.. I am a student I almost forget that I had my own duty.

I have my duty.. as a student, as a daughter..

I cried.

I smoke.

Actually I don't know that.. did I really know how to smoke..

I am able to study now is already better than too many people.. I knew..

Why don't I felt appreciate?

People ask me that why am I always so emo..

Actually.. it is just because I found myself is not hard working enough.. in what I should do..

I am thinking.. and I really decided.. 

Knowing my own standard and I will work through.. 

Although something really needed more time to work in.. but it worth.. :))

第一次，大半夜.. 有人來我家找我.. <3

很感動..

謝謝兩個pabo.. 

因為你們我真的思考了很多.. 關於自己 關於夢想 關於未來..

至少有你們在.. 我不孤單.. 也沒有那麼輕易的掉下眼淚..<3

其實我想要的是什麼..

嗯.. 我想要 聽著鋼琴曲 畫畫 畫完一幅一幅 像是日記 心裡話 一般的畫.. 

然後欣賞著..

我嚮往自由.. 想要天天看著不一樣的天空 千變萬化的雲.. 就像是 它們在跟我說話..

我不想要太成功.. 不想要很有錢.. 我想要過中上生活 買得起我要的.. 足夠的能力..

我會努力.. 為了這樣的生活<3

我想要工作.. 我想要有自己的事業 還能維護我想要做的事情..

當然想要平衡..

對，他說的對.. 人 是貪心的 我 不否認。

當然有了物質 每個人都想要有人愛 沒有愛 就像是 城堡裡的孤獨老人一樣..

朋友的愛.. 家人的愛.. 還有 另一半 <3

我也在逞強..

希望有人會願意 走向我 伸手.. 說：“乖.. 來抱一個”

就算抱完了 哄完了 疼完了 我還是會被對方欺負都好..

我甘願..

我知道朋友們 他們經歷的很多很多.. 

我也在學習..

其實.. 真的有誰是懂我的呢？

就連我自己都不懂我自己了..

就算你說對了 說穿了 我也不知道..

有你們真好。珍惜 <3

介紹這個面子書專頁.. 他的文字 經常感動了我.. <3

http://facebook.com/FAC.mr

Steal a moment between heavy pressure..

想要看清事實 就需要一些疼痛。

30.09.2013

Always rushing home after class..

But the different about today is I fainted while queuing up at the bus stop.

My body.. is getting weaker and weaker but I have no choice to take a rest..

Hope it will not be a big deal..

Not going to tell anyone and not going to complain..

Just keep everything with my own..

I have assignment every week.. 

Thinking about quit 2 subject and take only one module in one semester..

I don't want to be a good listener..

Your story is already no more related to me..

Why should I still be your listener.

But.. I though...

Hush..

Everything just need to keep in mind..

No point to say it out to anyone..

Cheer :))

Happily I just knew a friends that is mature and have a character more similar with me..

She accompany me when i was depress.

When to gym with her and cinema.. I ask her for advice every time.. haha

For those.. 

If you are no more the previous you.. 

How can I still remain the same?

yup.. it is enough internet for today..

driving back somewhere and hide myself somewhere continue my assignment..

All I need is only a hug.. :))

Btw, I saw you in a relationship now.. 

good..

wish you all the best and.. yup.. just all the best wishes! :))