before Sept gone..

Tolerate..

I couldn't cry.. couldn't annoy.. Just admit I am wrong..

You don't know why I always wanted to keep us contacted.. 

I don't want to saw you regret.. 

If there is someone really puts me in he/she heart,

It is not possible that he/she is not in my heart too..

Do you know that..

Chinese always said that if the god is in your mind everyone you saw is god.

How you react will shows people your level.

Why you leave me alone inside the memories and you're gone now..

Yup.. I'm letting you all leave me alone..

All gone and I am living alone with all those beautiful memories and lies.

No point to say too much.. Bi*ch please

You're just a liar!

I felt that I am no more the good girl I know previously..

Maybe I have grownup.. 

I learn to smoke.. and I rely on the dizzy feelings.. 

I only take it when I was stress.. Sad.. Is't consider addicted?

Wish someone can stop me.. haha

謝謝文字看不見表情 

謝謝美好承諾如浮雲


我沒哭 我很好


曾無知以為你無所求的出現 


是我太傻現在才發現並不是 


好想叫你最後一次.. 再見了 騎士。

不會有下一個騎士 <3

Wish to find a friend, who can study with me..

But..

Why are they all so FAKE.. :((

I knew I am lousy so that they will like not willing to help?

Haiz.. 

Nor matter they are purposely or not I will try my best to be a friend?

I though if there is someone that can accompany me to study, revision or what..

but there is no someone.. 

:((

Cheer up.. myself <3

Life goes on..

I'm Okay. :3

[ Lazy to do any further edit and cover of my photo..

If you don't like please just ignore. :)) ]

Love all the songs in The mortal instruments soundtrack so much!!

until i want to listen it until I tear my eyes O.O

<3

The second week of me degree just end.

I am going to kill myself.. I think..

Welcome, here is the assignment hill.

/...\

It is just like playing games..

You can never clear all the activities and mission..

It is all just fleeting.. transient..

I means, a relationship.

Sometimes.. It is not that I don't want to have a person to rely on..

Is even though that person is willing to let me rely he/she will have their own feelings and temper.

I couldn't just grumble at them when I am suffering.

Specially when they are suffering too.

That is not a matter who is more serious but I respect them.

I can just let go all my felling and comfort them.. amuse them..

Maybe they never know. :))

I though there will be a someone/Mr.Right that treat me like princess.

Forgive me, whatever I have done wrongly.

I doesn't means that I didn't apologize.. I did..

Yup. I'm dreaming.

In reality.. When I was wrong..

Even though I cried or apologies.. no more caring.. no more forgive..

Who said they love me.. like me?

Just promise that they will never let me cry.. never let me drop one tears..

Just said that how dearly are my tears are.. and still fierce when I cries..

Bullshit..

Jerk..Jerk..Jerk...

Having joy and happy become even more important to me..

Nowadays..

I will not force anyone staying beside me..

If you really have enough I will let you go..

Just let me know that you have enough of me and say goodbye to me..

No more looking back after you go.. No more cares about me..

Although just a little..

That's all.. :))

Btw.. I am not Single and I am not In a Relationship..

Hush.. Secret XDD

Always saying someone immature but actually I am the one that super immature.

<3

Life..

Will there be anyone really cares about me..

No matter what I did he/she tolerance me?

When I am wrong.. When I even broke promises..

Even though I have a bad temper or disposition..

He/she will just accept it..

Just because of loving me? 

I am telling myself hundred and thousand times I am not going to get into another drama relationship again..

I am still telling myself the same thing nowadays

I just want a normal relationship, that's all.

If he or she really cares about me, I will not care any lesser to them. :)) 

Thanks for passing by my life, I saw that you have a new life now.

Just assuming you have a better life now and I will not disturb. :))

I am very confuse by what you said..

You want me to stay I stay..

You want me to do anything I will try to do it..

Because you are my parents and I respect you all..

But I just can't make myself balance..

I you all are in menopause can you all treat me like a child in puberty too?

Actually jam at the custom doesn't makes me angry..

Actually I have the time to wait..

Just don't like the 1500-1800 class.

Can't plan anything at morning and can't do anything at night.

謙虛 和 貶低的 差別。 

太多心事的女人..

I am not disable

I am not misfortune

I am not unhappy

I am just not satisfied enough in my life

I have watch The Mortal Instruments City Of Bones twice in the previous week!!

OMG..

Wish there is part two..

A very nice movie, I love the story line~

This is a movie with all beautiful girls and handsome guys. (>_<)

The soundtracks are awesome!!

My lovely hamsters..

I separate them to one condo and one townhouse..

Because A Miu bites A Mi.. I was so sad and so angry..

My mom said that if I give away my hamster she will allowed me to pet Pomeranian!!

This make me so happy and keep checking photo of Pomeranian /.\

But after a wise think.. I might not give away my hamsters..

I love them too <3

我想.. 我應該學會抽煙了吧？那種有點暈眩的感覺..

I admin sometimes I really think too much..

sudden laugh.. sudden cry..

Wish I myself can be more balanced in life.. <3

I given myself a dateline. To let you go..

I though it will be easy for me.. even face to face..

Nor matter what.. now.. it is all end.

I am just jelly on what you have and you doesn't deserve it.

You have friends that bring you everywhere and lots of lots of experience I never done before.

This is our gap.

I am glad that I have experience that you will never have it too.

:))

Double minded.. 

I don't know why am I crying..

Am I doing this right?..I don't know anymore..

You're a jerk..

Time will bring away all the sorrow.. <3

The first class of degree..

Headache like hell still need to show participation /.\

FULL of STRESS.

Need to overcome so many article and analysis.. 

I am really weak on PR and why I take PR is I want to improve what I am weak in..

But the lecture think that people that study in PR all know to gain info and have good brain to analysis..

That is why there is different between diploma and degree.. 

Sobbs :((

I need someone to learn with me.. to teach me.. 

No ones.. 

At lease..

This class I am improving <3

GAMBATEKKK

/.\

I believe that nobody will cares this blog..

People that loves you will not makes you cry..

They will do their best to makes you laugh makes you happy..

They are not willing to see your sadness and tears..

People you should love..

Will not makes you harm yourself..

Will not makes yourself think you are not good enough..

You are the best in their mind their heart..

People that makes you degrade yourself..

Normally they are people you love..

What I did and I refuse to said..

Should I assume that you know? Since you said you damn love me..