To myself..

Well..

This time, I want myself to write a post for myself.

I wish..

Just though that I am same as everyone and I can be that happy on what I want to..

Having fun.. learning.. and chatting with friends..

I almost forget.. I am a student I almost forget that I had my own duty.

I have my duty.. as a student, as a daughter..

I cried.

I smoke.

Actually I don't know that.. did I really know how to smoke..

I am able to study now is already better than too many people.. I knew..

Why don't I felt appreciate?

People ask me that why am I always so emo..

Actually.. it is just because I found myself is not hard working enough.. in what I should do..

I am thinking.. and I really decided.. 

Knowing my own standard and I will work through.. 

Although something really needed more time to work in.. but it worth.. :))

第一次，大半夜.. 有人來我家找我.. <3

很感動..

謝謝兩個pabo.. 

因為你們我真的思考了很多.. 關於自己 關於夢想 關於未來..

至少有你們在.. 我不孤單.. 也沒有那麼輕易的掉下眼淚..<3

其實我想要的是什麼..

嗯.. 我想要 聽著鋼琴曲 畫畫 畫完一幅一幅 像是日記 心裡話 一般的畫.. 

然後欣賞著..

我嚮往自由.. 想要天天看著不一樣的天空 千變萬化的雲.. 就像是 它們在跟我說話..

我不想要太成功.. 不想要很有錢.. 我想要過中上生活 買得起我要的.. 足夠的能力..

我會努力.. 為了這樣的生活<3

我想要工作.. 我想要有自己的事業 還能維護我想要做的事情..

當然想要平衡..

對，他說的對.. 人 是貪心的 我 不否認。

當然有了物質 每個人都想要有人愛 沒有愛 就像是 城堡裡的孤獨老人一樣..

朋友的愛.. 家人的愛.. 還有 另一半 <3

我也在逞強..

希望有人會願意 走向我 伸手.. 說：“乖.. 來抱一個”

就算抱完了 哄完了 疼完了 我還是會被對方欺負都好..

我甘願..

我知道朋友們 他們經歷的很多很多.. 

我也在學習..

其實.. 真的有誰是懂我的呢？

就連我自己都不懂我自己了..

就算你說對了 說穿了 我也不知道..

有你們真好。珍惜 <3

介紹這個面子書專頁.. 他的文字 經常感動了我.. <3

http://facebook.com/FAC.mr