Growth..

Did you ever recontact to your ex. before? When your ex. have a new girlfriend.

I did struggle but nobody knows.

Seems you have a happy life with your new girlfriend now, should I glad for you? Sure.

You are no longer loving me, please admit it.

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Maybe is time to let go everything, I just need to keep on study and try to go overseas.

For how long..? Idk.

Leaving all the memories here and let the time dissolve it all.

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Yesterday night I have a clue.. I forgive my family by treat me different from my elder sister.

I also change my mind a little bit and change my perspective.

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Realize..

People that says they care for me not really want to woo me,

actually they are just like finding a toy to play with. :')

Come in to my life, act like a flirtationship and after hurt me, they gone.

They don't really cares about me, they cares themselves more than me.

Just maintain the bloody flirtationship,

watching all the passing traveller one by one walk in my life and gone.

Maybe someone they are not but the same like other but I still need more and more time..

They always said that I am important but they have things that more important than me.. loll

We all been hurt by someone. <3

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Actually writing all this nonsense with no reason..

Please let me be childish and stubborn in all the post in my blog..

Please let me give vent to all this post.

So that I can balance myself in the reality life.

I should become more mature. <3

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I miss that jerk. <3