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Thursday, May 9, 2013

Vagrant Update.

They said everything is planed by the God.
Someone says they trust about the Fate. 

There is also people think that if you didn't do anything and didn't pay the price, you will never get what you want. 
This is me.

You can't just wait for the fate, right?
What if the God forget to plan for you?
Can't you see? I am willing to hold you tide..

Maybe yes and maybe not.. but soon.. one more week.. 
I am going some where for one week trip and you are going to move to accommodation..
After that.. you can no more accompany me cause you need to study :((
No more accompanying me chat for the whole day and I am alone again..
What should I said? Good Bye? 
At lease now you are still accompanying me.. 
I am trying to be Positive..

I am really lake of confidence in any relationship.
I really don't know how to communicate and remain or maintain.

Don't dare to ask you stay for me.. I know you will not.. no.. you can't.

I just wanted to leave here. 
I know I am not independent but I am willing to go out and face the society.

No more criticize No more people keep saying I am useless and want me to do this and that.
No one in this house cherish me appreciate what I have done.
The cherish a daughter study overseas and paying the 7k school fees.
Not the one working for them helping them and accompany beside them.
Damn!!

Teaching your child is your responsibility not just feeding them and want them to think their own.
This is not consider as education!

Really can't accept people are worst than me saying I am USELESS or LOUSY.

I am not comparing myself with your another daughter I am just typing what I felt NOW.

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